Last night's dream

I had a series of dreams. Two in particular that I remember, but one that I remember the most.

One of the dreams I felt urged to write down, but I was too sleepy to wake up and write. Also because in the dream there was Latin being spoken and I have no idea how to write Latin. In the dream I remember hearing the translation but I felt if I sat up and turned my light on I would forget.

The second was very good! It was a dream I was spending time with these people. There was this guy I guess I was with. He was very nice! It didn't seem like we were dating, but we played often. We were together, but it didn't feel like it. We joked around, but it was never serious. I was happy because I didn't feel like I had to pretend to be something I wasn't.

It was also kind of interesting because it was some party occasion.

Mon

09.15.12 I had a dream?

Just woke up from a pretty long nap.

When woke up I forgot I had a dream. I laid in bed and thought "did I dream?" But I realize I shouldn't think because it pushed the dream away.

Yes, I did have a dream! And I remember it now.

The floor in the living room was wet. Wet carpet, and I thought my mom and sister wanted it that way. So I started to wet the rest of the carpet. They didn't get angry, but I realized they didn't mean to get the carpet wet in the first place. It was the puppy spilled water. Then I remember seeing my carpet on the living room floor, wondering how it got there. I took it into my room. My room looked different from the way it looks in reality. I even had a t.v. in my room (I don't actually have a t.v. in my room in reality). Then I remember my mom had come from the kitchen, I think she was cooking something and had finished, then she went to get on an exercise machine. The bike kind. I'm not sure how I got to this point, but next I saw a piano. I knew it looked familiar, but I wasn't sure where I saw it. I remember now when I'm awake now, it's the same piano my music teacher had in my freshman year and high school, and my music teacher had one that looked similar in middle school. I sat down to play it. I remember thinking about one of Gackt's piece. At first I was playing random music, and decided I wanted to learn the song by Gackt. I think the title is Sekai Story (Earth/World song) suddenly the sheet music was in front of me, and I started to practice playing this piece.Not good, but one note at a time. Seeing as I can't read sheet music very fast.

In reality, I feel like I really know how to play the piano lol or maybe it's a huge dream of mines. But I always feel if I move my hands across the piano and let go of my notion of what I think piano playing is, something will come out.

So anyways, I woke up. And I laid there. I instantly felt like I didn't have a dream because nothing was there. They I told myself silently to stop thinking. Then quickly a quick flash from my dream came to mind. The wet carpet part. I still didn't think. I flipped over a little and stared at the ceiling. I began to wonder if anything else would come. I had to tell myself not to worry, just relax. I did, and now I remember what I typed above.

Now I'm thinking this same thing may work with past life regression, or remembering things in general. I understand this concept a little better because I tried it just now. It's like, you have to relax, don't think, don't force it, let it come to you. Hm....as for knowing if it's real or not....since I did dream this dream a second ago, I knew what I was looking for. So with past lives, I'm not so sure.

Maybe it will be an instant recognition. However, I've had times where I've had deja vu and wondered if that was  a past life memory.Those things I'm not sure of. I'm always wondering "how will I know?" I guess, it's the same thing as this. You'll just know.

Oh! And also, a thought just came to mind, I was thinking about Trust while I woke up. In short, trust, do we have it enough. Then I think that we may have it and not know. We say we don't, but we do. For example, that taxi driver, a train conductor, the teacher who teachers our children. We trust people without realizing we do. But I"ll save this topic for my "A few thoughts" blog.

So back to this, I've been testing my Intuition as well. Testing to see which is guessing and which is actual intuition. I think intuition is quite helpful. It can help up make choices and decision, but what's great is our reasoning skills as well! So we have reasoning and intuition~

Mon

P.S. I'm glad I wrote this now because my mom is being really loud haha and it would have distracted me.

Dream 1 *Lucid Dream?*

Last week (I believe) I  had a dream where I was running from something. I think zombies.

I remember running out of this building.

I stopped running and said to myself "wait! This is a dream!"

I've never done this before in a dream. However this time around I told myself I was dreaming and can create things. 

I've read about lucid dreams. But not so much in depth. But I have read about them. I don't actually think they went the way mines did hahaha

I was aware I was still being chased. I knew I was dreaming. I asked for a mountain and got a huge hill. 

Here I am in this dream thinking "am I lucid dreaming?? What the heck! I thought it would be different."

Maybe lucid dreams are about bringing awareness to one's self. 

But I seriously woke up laughing on the inside. I told my sister about it. 

It sounds fake, but it's completely true. 

I haven't done that lately. I've come to realize that we choose whether we'll dream or not y'know.

If I can stop myself and say "I'm dreaming" that means I was conscious of my existence in a dream.

Hm....I wonder why I never thought of flying away from the zombies in my dream lol that would have solved the issue.